posted 03-27-2010 11:01 AM               

PS See ya'lls in two weeks!

posted 03-27-2010 05:47 PM               

rave: i won a watch today.
rant: now i need to learn how to tell time.
rave: going to orlando in december wih my family. disneyworld and universal....UNIVERSAL! you know what that means? THE WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER!!! Ahhhh! I have been waiting YEARS for that gosh darn park to open! it opens in june, but how cool will it be to go in december when hogwarts is all Christmas'd up! so cool.

posted 03-28-2010 04:06 AM               

Rave: have raised almost £1200 towards the £12000 needed for my summer Africa project (and it's split between 12, so I have got more than I needed to)

Rave: I have swum 16 miles in the 4 weeks... 6 more to go to reach my target

Rant: despite all the swimming and losing actual inches from various body parts I have lost pretty much no weight, and I really really need to before summer as I have 7 long haul flights planned and it's just not comfortable at the moment

Rave: lovely lovely relationship now in the fourth month and going so well we're talking of moving in together Not til September, though.

posted 03-28-2010 05:11 PM               

rave: free movie in the movie theatre, along with free popcorn and a drink.
rave: How To Train Your Dragon is an awesome movie! Animated movies are always a good time.
rant: I WANT A DRAGON!

posted 03-30-2010 02:02 PM               

Rave: I will have my own home. I have a home now, a wonderful house that I rent and have lived in for years. However, I am going to OWN A HOME! I can't wait.

Rave: 90% sure the boyfriend and his children will be living in the home with me.

Rave: Elphie (my dog, not Elphaba) is the most amazing, wonderful, beautiful, caring, and all-around perfect person on the planet. I love her more than life.

Rave: I'm re-watching the first Digimon season. It's pretty good. :-D

Rant: Gained about 10lbs, so I'm going to have to start working harder.

Rant: Also, I lost my Mommom about two weeks ago. It was quite a bit harder I ever thought it would be.

Rant: My cousin spent the entire time at my Mommom's funeral drunk off her rocker.

Rant: My older brother, who has been in jail since the 18th, has stolen more than $1,000 from me since the beginning of March.

Rant: I had a huge fight with the boyfriend yesterday. On his birthday. And, I said terrible things.

Soooooo I guess I have a lot to fill you in on.

posted 03-30-2010 05:43 PM               

Rant: I am very lonely. Very. Lonely.

Rave: ...things could be worse I guess.

Rant: I'm in a big fat rut.

posted 04-09-2010 03:50 PM               

rave: i got two..TWO unexpected cheques in the mail this week. its always nice to get money youre not planning on...especially when you have $4 to your name.

minxy you're going to North Carolina? doesn't LLK live there? are you going to see her? im jealous.

rant: the people upstairs smoke and therefore my basement apartment smells like cigarettes and so do i. not cool.

posted 04-11-2010 09:40 AM               

witchboy...what bookmark? can't you just use a scrap of paper?

rant: now that i'm not working saturdays, i dont know what to do with my weekends. almost seems too long.

rave: our office if going to be so nice and new! im going there this evening to set up my desk again.

posted 04-12-2010 03:48 PM               

I'm pretty sure I still have her number saved in my phone though, so I'm sure we'll text with one another and see if it's a different scenario this time. :-D I know I'd love to see her AND Alannah!

Rave: I made this veggie sauce for my carrots tonight. It was really delicious.

Rave: I found 100 Bucks in the parking lot the other day. :-D

Rant: Money doesn't go very far, at all, these days. I swear I'm always feeling broke.

posted 04-12-2010 07:47 PM               

RANT: i need to get some. ya, that's right!

I wish i could think of something to rave about.

posted 04-15-2010 06:12 PM               

Rave: new website at work will be up and running soon. thank god, because trying to edit the current one is driving me mad.

Rave: today was pay day.

posted 04-18-2010 06:59 PM               

rant: how much kleenex can i go through in a weeek? my gosh, can't i just have a clear nose for once in my life.

rave: my cat is freaking aweosme. seriously.

rant: i miss PaN. A lot.

posted 04-21-2010 07:20 PM               

...holy crap I feel old.

posted 04-22-2010 12:50 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Minxy:
Rave: 2(!!!) days until I'm 25, 10(!!!!!!!!!!) until Alannah's 2!

...holy crap I feel old.

Rave: I've slowly been able to get (read: bribe) Alannah to sit on her potty. No more diapers, hopefully, soon!

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Happy Birthday Minxy in advance. I hope you have a great birthday!

posted 04-22-2010 04:07 PM            

Rant:Im readind The Lovely Bones

Rave:LOVIN IT

posted 04-22-2010 04:08 PM            

Rant:Im readind The Lovely Bones

Rave:LOVIN IT

posted 04-22-2010 04:09 PM            

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Kike Lzn
"You say Wicked like it's a bad thing."

posted 04-22-2010 05:30 PM               

quote:

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Originally posted by Minxy:
That's not... normal. You should not, especially at your age, feel that strongly about someone that it is effecting your eating habits and over all health. You should still talk to someone (ie, parents, doctor, counselor)who can help you figure out why you're placing your happiness solely in the hands of another individual, or at least on how to realize that you do not need to be in a relationship to be happy.

Placing that much pressure on someone else to control your own joy will always lead you to failure, even with the perfect person.

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posted 04-22-2010 09:42 PM               

quote:

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Originally posted by WitchBoy06:
rant: My stomach pains have to do with wanting Danny so bad, but he doesn't want a relationship. It just makes my stomach hurt and I can't eat when ever I think about how bad I wanna be with him. I eat in the mornings mostly, an apple or an orange before school. I know it's not all that healthy, but I really can't eat more than a few snacks throughout the day. I don't know what to do about it.

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Witchboy...LISTEN TO ME! check back at my early March 2010 posts. that is what happens to you when you let someone take over your feelings and when you put too many expectations on them. listen to me! move on. walk away. Danny is keeping you around as "plan B". you dont need to be plan B. i know exactly what youre dealing with...seriously. i do. and i know how hard it is and i know that no matter what ANYONE tells you, you will find an excuse to give us in order to defend Danny. the best thing you can do for yourself, the best thing anyone can do anyway...is listen to you GUT. pay attentione to what your body is telling you. your stomachs are from nerves (you should still see a professional) and your body and your gut and your soul is TELLING you this is not right. someone you love should NOT be making you feel physically ill. please please pay attention to this, okay? cut ties as soon as you are ready. but do not...DO NOT...keep giving you feelings and your heart to this person. if it means you lose a friend, then you lose a friend. but we all need to take care of #1...that would be ourselves. we have to be our own top priority. i am still healing from everything that happened in march. it was so hard to cut ties. it was so hard to stop being Plan B because "oh well...you know, sometimes plan B becomes plan A" NO! IT DOESNT. you should be first choice FIRST for someone. you deserve better. that is your new mantra..."i deserve to be treated better". oh god, i wish i was there in person to shake you. ah! he is playing you. and players are goooood. good. you dont even knw youre being played, but everyone around you, who actually truely cares about you (not like Danny...sorry!) can see it. and we all just want you to see the light. the sooner to get this taken care of, the better. because seeing the light hurts a whole lost more when youve been in the dark for too long. i myself was in the dark for about a year and a half. and i literally could not see after it all. i couldn't understand...where has helen BEEN all this time? where am i? everything was literally, phyically brighter, thats how blinded i was. and everything seems new and confusing and i was shaking for days on end! and its sucked. big time. so stop being his play thing, stoping being generous, stop giving yourself to this person! its like Voldemort in Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. when he is draining the life form ginny weasley in order to make himself stronger and more powerful. and then ginny wakes up and is confused and doesn't know what shes been doing at all. like the past year was a blur?....ya! don't give him the power. YOU are in charge of yourself and he doesn't get to play with you. because trust me, he will play with you and keep you hanging until he finds a new toy. and then you'll be thrown in the trash and thus comes the light. and the light SUCKS! oh my god, this is bringing back terrible feelings for me. im getting a stomach ache just thinking back on these feelings and memories. good lord witchboy, just get out. i don't know what else to tell you. i know this person is a support to you right now, you that pillar will fall and it fall hard. you are string enough to make it through the hard times by yourself. please, just trust me. get out.

posted 04-23-2010 03:28 PM               

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Give me room to cast my eel spear and let follow what may.

posted 04-23-2010 06:44 PM               

i'm glad you liked the HP metaphor...it makes sense right?

posted 04-24-2010 10:00 AM               

[This message has been edited by WitchBoy06 (edited 04-24-2010).]

posted 04-24-2010 10:10 AM               

rave: my friend Kristy is coming into town today and for the night. we are going to have a good day. a trip to Ikea + sushi dinner + a Twilight movie night = AWESOME!
(advice to Witchboy: start hanging out with other friends. even if its siblings or parents. do things with other people too, don't put all your eggs in the Danny-basket)

rave: a clean apartment! (Witchboy: keeping yourself busy and preoccupied also helps. go on a cleaning-spree!)

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posted 04-25-2010 07:06 PM            

RAVE: Despite very... sad (sad for my mum, not for me) circumstances, my Mum will be moving back to Sydney near me. It's going to be a rough time for quite a while, but I cannot hide the fact I am just so happy she is finally coming home.

Rant/Rave: being kicked to bit from the inside. Baby really responds to my husbands voice and it's just so amazing. The fear is creeping in a little... but I try to ignore it.

posted 04-25-2010 07:12 PM               

Seriously though, he's just 16 and asinger. I don't follow current pop music so I can't say if he's any good. For what I know about current pop music, I'm leaning towards no.

posted 04-25-2010 07:16 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Minxy:
Justin Bieber is his parent's paycheck.

Seriously though, he's just 16 and asinger. I don't follow current pop music so I can't say if he's any good. For what I know about current pop music, I'm leaning towards no.

When are you due with number 2?

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I LOL'd at your comment.

posted 04-25-2010 07:44 PM               

rave: i figured out how to turn on the fireplacee in my apartment and how i am HAPPY and warm.

rave: awesome weekend with my friend.

rant: it snowed here yesterday.