posted 04-26-2006 05:32 PM               

i have to leave the boards for a while now...i'm moving out of this wreched city on friday, FOR GOOD! and i have not packed a single thing yet! eek!!

posted 04-26-2006 05:33 PM               

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Originally posted by ready2flywww:
(speaking of Ice Cream...I bought Sarah Mclachlan's 'Fumbling Towards Ecstacy' yesterday, just for the song)

"Your love is better than Ice cream
Better than anything else I've that I've tried."

(love that song)

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Eye <3 u Heeeeeeeeef.!

posted 04-26-2006 05:37 PM               

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Originally posted by jerseyminx:
Yay for new piercings!

Boo to them making it difficult to eat and drink!

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Wait...you got your tongue pierced?! HOW COOL!

(I have my nipples pierced)

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Originally posted by Acey:
Eye <3 u Heeeeeeeeef.!

And please tell me that i can buy that album in the UK, just for that one song, it would just be so cool to have that song and play it whenever i'm stressing and think "What would Heath do?... Have some ice cream."

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I LUUUUUUUUUUV you too! ^_^

Here's the Amazon link to buy the album. (wasn't sure if you were serious about wanting it or not, heehee)
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000002VN7

I'm almost sure you can find it in the UK, though. Just take a look around. I absolutely love her music. Very "mellowee" and "chillaxing". ~_^

posted 04-26-2006 05:40 PM               

Erm, if i can remember in the right order...

M.E. - Thank you!

Helen - See you later, although, i might be asleep by then

posted 04-26-2006 05:41 PM               

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Originally posted by OvertheMoonforIM:
I'm sorry to break up the happy fest. But I kind of want to vent. Does anyone mind?

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Vent away!

posted 04-26-2006 05:44 PM               

If you get that album...check out the song "Elsewhere". It's really good. That album is my favorite one of hers. That and Mirrorball.

posted 04-26-2006 05:54 PM            

Ok, so, here goes. I got my first boyfriend back in October. It was pretty cool, I mean, a lot of girls had "boyfriends" in like 6th grade and stuff, but here I was in high school getting my first. So we went out blah blah you know the drill. First kiss kind of sucked, but I wasn't worried about that. I'm not a make-out kind of girl, (unless I really, really, really like them I guess. Haven't made out yet) but it seemed he wasn't a make out kind of guy, so that was good. I dragged him to Rent, he loved it, even though he didn't like musicals. He bought me the soundtrack after he was busy for a while and we couldn't hang out. I'm not for pity gifts, but it was a surprise. So, I liked him, and I could forgive his hubris and cockyness, and for all that calling himself smarter than the teachers, he couldn't spell for crap online. But I looked past it. Because I liked him, right? So I go on a trip to New York, on the 13th, and I get back, check my e-mail. And there's an e-mail form him. Good, I wanted to see him because it's been a while! Some bad typing etc. Blah blah... I'm breaking up with you. Not stated quite like that, but yeah that's the gist. Now, I'll admit that I wasn't too sad about him breaking up with me. But he did it by e-mail. And the day before our six month anniversary. And by e-mail! And spelled incorrectly! The whole e-mail, he didn't even care enough to spell check the damned thing! And then he blocked me. Am I ten? Do I need to be blocked on AIM because he's scared of me the way he handled things?

My question: does anyone think that what he did was totally immature, stupid, etc.? Because I do.

posted 04-26-2006 05:56 PM               

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Originally posted by OvertheMoonforIM:
My question: does anyone think that what he did was totally immature, stupid, etc.? Because I do.

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Yes, totally. I've been in that position, forget about him, he's a moron, you better than he is and deserve far more.

posted 04-26-2006 05:59 PM               

When my ex, Johnny broke up with me.. he did it on MYSPACE. Yes.. MYSPACE. For stupid reasons (not why he broke up with me but why he chose myspace.)

Is it immature? In some cases yes. Some people are afraid to do that sort of thing face to face. I've only broken up with some one once and it was over an IM (granted I was 3 hours away at school.) It's kinda childish for him to block you for no reason. There are a lot of cases where you can break up with some one but still remain friends (ie: me and Johnny)

posted 04-26-2006 06:00 PM               

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Originally posted by OvertheMoonforIM:
Thanks, here, you can have a cookie of your choice *holds out basket*

Ok, so, here goes. I got my first boyfriend back in October. It was pretty cool, I mean, a lot of girls had "boyfriends" in like 6th grade and stuff, but here I was in high school getting my first. So we went out blah blah you know the drill. First kiss kind of sucked, but I wasn't worried about that. I'm not a make-out kind of girl, (unless I really, really, really like them I guess. Haven't made out yet) but it seemed he wasn't a make out kind of guy, so that was good. I dragged him to Rent, he loved it, even though he didn't like musicals. He bought me the soundtrack after he was busy for a while and we couldn't hang out. I'm not for pity gifts, but it was a surprise. So, I liked him, and I could forgive his hubris and cockyness, and for all that calling himself smarter than the teachers, he couldn't spell for crap online. But I looked past it. Because I liked him, right? So I go on a trip to New York, on the 13th, and I get back, check my e-mail. And there's an e-mail form him. Good, I wanted to see him because it's been a while! Some bad typing etc. Blah blah... I'm breaking up with you. Not stated quite like that, but yeah that's the gist. Now, I'll admit that I wasn't too sad about him breaking up with me. But he did it by e-mail. And the day before our six month anniversary. And by e-mail! And spelled incorrectly! The whole e-mail, he didn't even care enough to spell check the damned thing! And then he blocked me. Am I ten? Do I need to be blocked on AIM because he's scared of me the way he handled things?

My question: does anyone think that what he did was totally immature, stupid, etc.? Because I do.

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No, you are definitely not wrong in thinking he was immature, and handled the situation badly!

Some guys are just losers, and they don't really know any better. They don't know how to treat others because they're totally selfish.
He seems kind of ignorant in the ways of "romance".

Six months is a farely long time for a highschool relationship, so I could understand if you are still having some feelings toward him.
But just try your hardest to focus on the possitive things around you (friends, bestfriends, GM Board friends, Wicked, 'happy music') and things will turn around. Don't worry!

I'll be thinking about you, and hope everything turns out okay! ~_^

posted 04-26-2006 09:53 PM            

Ok. Something fun...
Check out:
http://francesgummcast.blogspot.com/

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About The Show
Judy Garland's latest comeback: a podcast. As written, performed and produced by ONE fellow in his 20s, join Judy (Frances Gumm), co-host Roger Darling, and their guests, as they scrutinize popular culture - both past and present - sharing interviews, stories and songs in this podcast tribute to the greatest entertainer of the 20th century.

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posted 04-26-2006 10:16 PM               

one another note...
i just found that i failed my accounting course, so i dont get to graduate! i dont get my diploma and i dont get to attend my graduation ceremony. unless i magically find the time to redo the course in the next 2 months!! i f***ing hate myself!! i can't do math or accounting or any of that shit for the life of me!! i hate that i try so hard for everything but my stupid brain keeps holding me back from the things i want!! i've been dealing with this shit for my entire life!! i have never been tested for any learning disorder, but i would bet money that i have ADD. i feel like such a failure! and now i have to go tell my dad, who paid for my 3 years of college, that i failed this f***ing class!! this was the THIRD time i took an accounting class!! i CANNOT do it!! i can still succeed in this industry equally as well without my accounting credit, but what the hell do i put on my resume!! "almost completed travel and tourism program"!??!?! this is so stupid! i am so stupid!! why cant i get it?!?! i hate myself, i'm feel like such a failure!!

posted 04-27-2006 02:30 AM            

Acey - Break a leg at your callbacks! Or, I hope you...um...broke one? I don't know the time difference between there and here. But...yes.

PaN - UAW Cat smiles for you. Because they're big big big smiles. (I can't give hugs. That's Heath's job. *grins*)

Helen - are you serious? That's awful.

jerseyminx - I know nothing at all about Missouri. If there's nothing keeping you where you are (maybe...Jersey *grins*), is there anything drawing you to Missouri? Just getting away from where you are?

posted 04-27-2006 08:17 AM               

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Originally posted by princess_jime:
I love sarah M too, I even made copies of my cd's of her so that whenever I'm out I don't risk damaging the originals, he. I also made some really cute artwork for them, really happy with it, which is rare in me.

Ok. Something fun...
Check out:
http://francesgummcast.blogspot.com/
[QUOTE]About The Show
Judy Garland's latest comeback: a podcast. As written, performed and produced by ONE fellow in his 20s, join Judy (Frances Gumm), co-host Roger Darling, and their guests, as they scrutinize popular culture - both past and present - sharing interviews, stories and songs in this podcast tribute to the greatest entertainer of the 20th century.

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That's Awesome! I absolutely love Judy Garland. I haven't had time to watch any of them yet but I will when I get the chance later today. That makes me randy.

jerseyminx I have a friend who moved to VA from Missouri but she doesn't talk about it much so I guess I can't help you there. All I can say is something cheesy like this: Follow your heart and do what you think is best. I Hope things are better for you soon.

Helen, that really, really sucks. If you take it again this summer can you still graduate? Can you get a tutor?

posted 04-27-2006 02:10 PM               

YAY! Only one more day till the weekend. I can already feel 1.5 times better than I felt yesterday. maybe because I finally ate something after a 48 hour fast... =/

And starting next week, I'll be attending councelling sessions to try and take away my gayness.................
and mom will be screening my phone calls....

But you know what? I'm going to take it as it comes and try my HARDEST not to let it get me down. It'll be hard. and I'm sure there'll be days when I just wanna cry my eyes out. But I'll rise above this! I have to...otherwise what's the point in even living if you can't be happy?

Thank you to everyone yesterday for sending your love. It was greatly appreciated!

SPECIAL thanks to PaN, and Acey!!!

and I'm sorry for bringing personal drama into the forum. I know that was kind of against the rules......... =/

If anyone EVER needs anything! I'm especially good at giving hugs. OH, and sharing Ice Cream. Also, I'm apprently good at snogging ^_~

~ *Heath*

posted 04-27-2006 03:39 PM               

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Originally posted by jerseyminx:
Heath, I don't know you very well but from what I can see you're a great person so don't change unless you want to change...

*hugs*

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Thank you so much!

and I don't think I want to change...
and the thing is, I don't think I could change if I wanted to.
I tried explaining to my mother that I don't have a choice in the fact that I'm attracted to guys...and not girls...
and she said that If I really had faith in God, then God would change that.

sooo...It's putting me in a REALLY confused place

and OverTheMoon! Yes, Snogging is one of my favorite words, ~_^. And favorite activities. ::mwuuaaa:: haha

posted 04-27-2006 03:57 PM               

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Originally posted by MysteriousElphaba:
Hey Heath, if you don't mind me asking what denomination are your parents? If I'm being too nosey please let me know. I'm sorry that you are going through that. It is hard enough dealing with sexuality yourself when you realize you are not straight, let alone having parents who feel the way yours do. I hope it gets better for you soon.

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They're Southern Baptist Christians...
So there are a lot of things they "disagree" with, not just homosexuality. But homosexuality is definitely the biggest issue for them.

Thank you for your concern!

posted 04-27-2006 04:05 PM            

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Originally posted by ready2flywww:
SPECIAL thanks to PaN, and Acey!!!

Also, I'm apprently good at snogging ^_~

~ *Heath*

[This message has been edited by ready2flywww (edited 04-27-2006).]

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You're welcome! I heart you! :-*

I've had your song on repeat all day *snorts*

Don't know if you've checked your email but, I got my songs onto my comp. They sound okay, but not as good as yours!

"snogging" hahaha, that's a great word! And pray tell, where did you get this juicy bit of information?

posted 04-27-2006 04:17 PM               

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Originally posted by ready2flywww:
They're Southern Baptist Christians...
So there are a lot of things they "disagree" with, not just homosexuality. But homosexuality is definitely the biggest issue for them.

Thank you for your concern!

Much luv
~ *Heath*

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Mine are Baptist too but they're not strict about it whatsover. They don't even go to church anymore except maybe once in a while on Christmas Eve. I guess I'm fortunate because while they have many other issues with it, they don't believe I have a choice in the matter. Maybe your parents will change their tune in the future. But you have a great outlook about it all and that will help you more than you might even realize.

posted 04-27-2006 04:17 PM               

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Originally posted by PlantANote:
You're welcome! I heart you! :-*

I've had your song on repeat all day *snorts*

Don't know if you've checked your email but, I got my songs onto my comp. They sound okay, but not as good as yours!

"snogging" hahaha, that's a great word! And pray tell, where did you get this juicy bit of information?

[This message has been edited by PlantANote (edited 04-27-2006).]

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AWWW! I think you'd like the new song I wrote even better. The music is very evanescencey...? But the lyrics aren't as dramaticly depressing.

Once we get our EP packaged...Maybe I can send you a copy. The EP album is titled "Light". ^_^
It should be finished within the next two months. It has seven songs on it.

Wait. How'd I get the information that I'm a good "snogger"? by my last snogging partner, of course...heehee. (hhmmmm *sigh* I miss those lips)

posted 04-27-2006 04:24 PM            

I would LOVE a copy of the new EP! (Notice the capitals) L-O-V-E! Are you guys charging for them? Obviously I don't want to just receive one without paying for it. A band has to make money somehow!

posted 04-27-2006 04:35 PM               

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Originally posted by ready2flywww:
And starting next week, I'll be attending councelling sessions to try and take away my gayness.................
and mom will be screening my phone calls....

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Oh Heath... i seriously need to stop reading your posts, you've made me cry twice in as many days! Come here, come and live in England, you can fancy who ever you like here and no one batts an eyelid. It's great. *gasps* My parents could adopt you! That would be fun, they could have two gay sons and i would have a brother that can form a sentance, all they need is half a dozen lesbians and a transexual and they've got the whole set!

My thoughts are with you Heath, as always, (i bought Fumbling for Ecstasy today, it's gorgeous, spesh Ice Cream)

I also love the word snogging! I didn't realised you lot - Americans - had picked up on that. Coolio.

*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs*

And emotional trauma is not against the rules here, at all, it makes me feel normal, for the first time in my life!

posted 04-27-2006 04:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Acey:
*gasps* My parents could adopt you! That would be fun, they could have two gay sons and i would have a brother that can form a sentance, all they need is half a dozen lesbians and a transexual and they've got the whole set!

And emotional trauma is not against the rules here, at all, it makes me feel normal, for the first time in my life!

Great news anyone? Go on then. Had my recall for a certain absolutely gorgeous drama school in Kent today, and i don't know officially yet but i have SO got in, the bloody love me. They love me they love me they love me. To the point where one of the tutors who took our morning impro workshop barged in the room and told the panel that she was going to watch my speeches! YAY! That is all. I've so got in. They love me. I love them. Cross fingers and touch wood everyone!

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Haha, a brother with whom you unabashedly flirt!